a sorta fairytale came up on my ipod today.  the solo/demo one.  it’s so heartbreaking that it made me tear up a bit.  so now i’m listening to a lot of old tori that makes me tear up.  yep, it’s one of those days.

on the list are:

-gold dust

-on saturday afternoons in 1963 (cover)

-famous blue raincoat

-not the red baron

 i did two tori shows this tour.  it was really sad because as soon as they begun, i couldn’t wait for them to be over.  she’s changed so much that i don’t see her in the same way.  i wish i could love her the way i used to, but things change, people change.  blah.